HOLY COW!! My fears came true. And boy, it wasn't really that... err.. alright, i'm at a total lost of words. The only thing I can say is OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG! I had my fears for quite sometime after I read the letter secretly by accident. And I did not realise that those fears would be confirmed today!! oh dear!! How I wished I had never read that entry. What should I do now? I wanted to talk to someone about it, but who can I ever talk to? I know you would despise hate me for poking into your stuffs and I should have let those fears remain as it is - FEARS. I should never have done anything about it. Now, I'm stuck inbetween with no solutions at hand and nobody as a listening ear. I'm totally alone. I hope by keeping quiet about this, you would settle it the best way you can. And if you ever read this post, which i know would never happen, I hope you won't get hurt. You know I'll be there for you although I don't show it.

I'm sorry for peeping poking into your stuff. And I totally regret it.