Don't know why, but I've been feeling sad lately. And this feeling just won't go away. I've been thinking through things lately and I realise that I really regretted doing or not doing a lot of things. And what I seriously need is to reorganize my life and that I will actually manage to get everything done.  I'm like lagging behind in Life. So many things to do but so little time to spare. I really don't know what to do now. Can somebody please tell me? I'm pining for something* to happen. But in the process of pining, I realise that I'm afraid.  I'm afraid of the changes that's gonna come if that something* really do happen. I guess that's life. Every little thing that you do has an impact on something - those around you; your life; your choices; your decisions; and even your feelings. Sometimes, I really feel like giving up. But it's just not my style! So I'll just make do with everything and live like nothing's happened. But I was wrong!! You can't just pretend that something didn't happen just because you don't want to think about it. The more you try not to think about it, the more you will think about it. So, the only thing you can do is to just make the best out of it. After every stumble, after every hardship, there's always something better for you at the end. Just keep running towards the end, maybe someday you will find that something* that you've been hoping for.. Someday..